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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|05:23 pm] |
Through good or bad, happy or sad,
if something pushed me away i'll still keep crawling back.
Your presence, your laughters,
the way we spend our time with each other,
how could i possibly leave all these for another??
love is a battlefield.
we win some, we lose some.
its not call love if we don't put up a fight.
we work for it, and continue to bypass all obstacles.
i just wanna wake up everyday and know ive you to go to.
cus w/o you, the day would never be something i'll look forward to.
now,
its you + me, against whatever we have coming.
we battle it, together, shall we?? |
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|12:09 am] |
i hate feeling all icy cold and boiling hot.
i want to make things unlike all others.
a string of feelings that i can hang through'out and not fade in the background of others.
well, i guess all i know is actions really do portray our mood out in whatever we do or say.. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|05:29 am] |
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you make me feel like someone special,
showing through actions that you love/care for me.
you make me happy,
and always wanting to love you more.. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|05:21 am] |
I shall blog the whole of this week's activities perhaps if i'm free tmw or one of these days.
Been heading out everyday lately it's crazy.
And its been a happy first month, time really flies.
I'm really starting to love life now, everything is falling into place.
Esp since i have my family, my clique, my girlfriends and not forgetting my very-noisy-but-i-love-him-to-bits-boyfriend.
For now, peace out! Its time to replenish my sleep. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2009|03:43 am] |
Time check: 3:43am.
Status: WIDE AWAKE..
I have my science o level practicals tmw.
I haven't revise and i don't think i am going to because i simply have no mood for anything studying.
This 3 weeks of self study break is useless, because i did less than 12 hours for the whole of 3 weeks.
i am officially gonna flunk my o levels.
anyway, got to report at 11:15am tmw. Luckily!
If i'm the first shift i will die and still need to be quarantined, more jialat.
But still, i'm gonna have to wake up at 8am tmw cause i'm meeting hun for breakfast.
FINALLY, my mac'd breakfast craving for the past few days is gonna be satisfied..
Ok, people keep asking me to study if not i'll regret.
I know i'll regret for sure. But i just have no self-discipline. Zero percent. I am very scared but i can simply not bother. I don't know why am i borned this way. People say i'm the kind of person who will never learn from past mistakes. Perhaps?
After doing so badly these few years, i only progressed a little while some of my friends are way ahead of me.
When the o levels were approaching, they woke up. When will i do so?
I know i couldn't afford failing my o levels. but yet, i'm not doing anything about it.
i am sure, if i fail my o levels, i would wanna retake and for sure, i will still not improve my studying attitude. because i am that kind of person. i really wonder at times, how far am i gonna go in life.
well, we'll see one step at a time.
now my plans are just to get the o levels over and done with to ease the burden, look for a job while waiting for the results and be dedicated to that job. So i wouldn't have to be a spoilt brat and keep taking money from my dad and the best, i'll have extra income and have absolute hundred percent control in what i want to spent on.
hopefully i'm blessed enough to make it to poly.
even with minimal efforts, i am sure there are lucky people out there isn't there?
i can only rely on hope.
enough about all the studying thing its making me more stressed up!
i've got to say, i'm really enjoying my life alot now. although dad isn't really liking the way i live my life as he thinks i'm a night creature.
but really, i'm glad to say i have such gr8 friends around.
especially the clique, who is the most steady bunch ever. i will never get sick of them. we all watched each other grow up and i can never ask for more when i'm around them.
also when i'm with hun, the most awesome cheesy bf ever....
timecheck: 3:54am
Maybe i should go lie in bed soonish?
About 4 hours to sleep..
i got three words for myself now: "HO SEH BO"
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[Oct. 14th, 2009|01:54 am] |
No pictures today! I totally forgot..
Anw, met weng around 7pm today and we both headed down to bugis.
Ian joined us after work and james and qing did so too.
they had their tummies filled while i itouched games atw.
hun joined us once he ended work and off to fusion for some shots.
i suck today again. i lost hun thrice, pathetic is the word.
wanted to go geylang for supper but everyone was lazy i supposed?
so hun and me dropped @ paya lebar while the rest continued their journey till tamp/pasir ris..
took a bus and he sent me home.
thats my day!
tmw awesome.
hun is off, so is ian.
hopefully we do something? better than nothing.
i never study..
i'm a sinner.
the cold war taught us better ..
it made us more drawn together. |
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